Having a mopey day, missing the things that this god awful disease has taken away from me. I no longer go to see the fireworks on the 4th of July because what’s the point. I miss being able to see the computer instead of listening to it. I miss going to a classroom and listening to the teacher. I miss being able to walk, run, jump, dance or even swim. I hate being afraid of going out because I might get in the way, places are not wheelchair friendly, having to depend on others to tell me what’s on the menu or tell me what’s going on during the movie. I can’t seem to do anything on my own anymore and I feel more isolated and alone that it hurts.